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[27 Dec 2005|08:30pm]
I'm back. I think.
i might get active in this again but i'm not sure maybe
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[31 Mar 2005|05:17pm]
[ mood | cold ]

i'm bored oh yeah i'm bored. ok i have been haveing wacked out dreams over teh last few days. I had a guy from school that i didn't know i liked kissing my neck in one so i'm weirded out. oh i died because a cat scratched out my arm in one. BLOOD WAS EVERYWHERE AWSOME. well not so i awesome i died. oh well i'm tired i'm getting off i'll talk to you asses later BYE!!!

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[12 Mar 2005|11:17am]
[ mood | crazy ]

HAPPY FUCKING BIRTHDAY TO A MISTER BENJI AND JOEL MADDEN!!! anyway i'm at my sister we ran around all day yesterday. my nephew's birthday is today. i'm tired and can't go back to sleep. i feel like shit and i smell like cigurets (s4s). I'm going to illinois for 6 days (lil jon) YEAH! i'm going to be out of school for four and i don't have to put up with shit from my grumpy ass teachers \m/ hopefully allison and emily win this morning i want them to be happy. and allison i hope you can walk soon not hop (lol) anyway i'll either post before i go or after i come back from ill. (i'm going for my cousins wedding) BYE FREAKS!!

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[07 Mar 2005|05:17pm]
[ mood | cold ]

life doesn't suck today
Gunner is still working on the same guitar as last time
he is starting to read the dictionary O.o Says he is trying to act smarter O.o that is not the gunner i know. Dylan was up there today he rocks he can play very well. sorry gunner is getting me to use "proper english" lol crazy guitar players lol

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[01 Mar 2005|10:54am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

hey me again
damn i've posted alot latly
anyway i'm talking to a friend of mine
he's having a hard time
his girl broke up wiht him
they were thinking about getting married and moving in together
but they were moving to fast
he was in love with her though
god he loved her and they just threw it all way

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[28 Feb 2005|07:53pm]
[ mood | calm ]

yeah life sucks as always
we got out of school today for snow
i'm indifferent about it
i had guitar lessons today
Lance rocks and gunner was working on a guitar when i walked in to it rocked
i haven't messed up my glasses yet so thats good
i got a compliment from my friend jeremy so i know they don't suck to bad
i guess thats all
i'm out

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[26 Feb 2005|06:32pm]
[ mood | amused ]

hey ppl guess what???? i got glasses today they actually look ok i can see better now so i guess thats good anyway... i really want to go see mcr in concert because i love there single i'm not ok (i promise) and Helena but oh well they are going to be touring no where near here which sucks anyway i got myself a tie, armwarmers, and earings at hottopic today which rock because i needed new earings well i guess thats all i'll talk to you people later Byez

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[07 Feb 2005|05:56pm]
i can't stand them
I can't hate them
i will never love
I will never love them
i will hate
I shall hate them
i need him
I can't have him
i wish for life
Life is no more
then why am i here
To Die
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Tsunami [03 Feb 2005|06:40pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]

If anyone can donate to the tsunami releif plz send money or checks

Music For Relief
c/o GSO, 15260 Ventura Blvd. Suite #2100,
Sherman Oaks, CA 91403.

Make checks payable to Music For Relief

its a great organization plz send in every bit helps

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more memes [25 Jan 2005|07:29pm]
[ mood | dirty ]

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Meme stolen from allison [25 Jan 2005|12:36pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

WHAT ABOUT US:
» Who are you?
» Are we friends?
» When and how did we meet?
» How have I affected you?
» What do you think of me?
» What's the fondest memory you have of me?
» How long do you think we will be friends?
» Do you love me?
» Have I ever hurt you?
» Would you hug me?
» Would you kiss me?
» Do you have a crush on me?
» Are we close?
» Emotionally, what stands out?
» Do you wish I was cooler?
» On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
» Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
» Am I loveable?
» How long have you known me?
» Describe me in one word.
» What was your first impression?
» Do you still think that way about me now?
» What do you think my weakness is?
» Do you think I'll get married?
» What about me makes you happy?
» What about me makes you sad?
» What reminds you of me?
» What's something you would change about me?
» How well do you know me?
» Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
» Do you think I would kill someone?
» Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

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OMG [22 Jan 2005|03:33pm]
[ mood | confused ]

there is rumor going around that billy martin was arrested for drug posession. WTF if this is true i'm going go crazy i just got their chroncles of life and death album and i hear this and i'm like wtf why would you go and get drugs n/m i'm ranting and if anyone can conferm of deny this plz post

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new year old problems [20 Jan 2005|06:34pm]
[ mood | cold ]

HEY i know its been a while i've been having problems w/ alot of things, not being about to spend time w/ my friends is one, being totally pissed at my fdamily another ,and guitar practice is begining to kill me ,and on top of that i started back on something i shouldn't have and i'm getting all kinds of crap for it. I have just been totally on melt down and pissed at the world, but i'm writing songs so i'm getting a couple of good things out of it so yeah

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booya [29 Dec 2004|03:29pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Hey guys i'm at my old man's and desided to update. Alley i miss u i'll be home soon ttya when i get home. BTW take the survey





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'ello [25 Dec 2004|01:22pm]
[ mood | busy ]

hey guys i am posting again today i have more pics oh and btw how do u like the new layout made it myself its of the ppl i like i love u billy, billie, jack, and jade (lol) well here are those pics
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hehe [25 Dec 2004|10:41am]
[ mood | content ]

MERRY CHRISTMAS to everybody who cares. i finally got my johnson electric guitar so i am happy as hell!1!!!1 well i think that is it umm... bye

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Pics [23 Dec 2004|11:05am]
[ mood | crappy ]

hey guys these are pics that i said i would post and never did (sry)


here is my christmas pic 4 u ppl






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my unhappy soul [06 Dec 2004|06:43pm]
[ mood | drained ]

This is how i feel at the moment i just don't want to explain why at the moment


HASH(0x8a88660)
Your soul is bound to the Rose Petals: The
Wronged.

"'ve come undone and all hopes of mending
me are gone because the pain took my soul.
Can't you see? The only one who can put me
back together again is me."


The Rose Petals are associated with sorrow,
reflection, and wisdom. They are governed by
the goddess Persephone and their sign is The
Teardrop, or Broken Love.

As a Rose Petal, you are always self-reflective and
may be hard on yourself. You probably have
been hurt in the past by other people and can
sometimes distance yourself, as a result. You
don't usually let other get too close to you,
but you are very good at mending your spirits
back together by yourself.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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thanksgiving [25 Nov 2004|09:37pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Happy Thanksgiving to the people in America. I am goin to go into hiding i'm just really stressed lately and not really wanting or finding the time to update so sorry guys. But i will tell you want has been going on i went to a retreat and met a whole bunch of ppl. And a person i am still in touch with (yes alley Will) and i think i really dig him he is a cool person to talk to. and today my dad bailed out of visiting me again for the 2 time in the last couple of weeks and i miss my sister and cousin. btw love ya jj miss you u too ant. well thats it see ya ppl when i have time bye

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Meme [10 Nov 2004|05:37pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

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